||[16 Dec 2004|10:41pm]
|| I am O-tay
tomorrow will be are last day, and then we will have are break ahead of
us! I am soo excited. I need a break. i mean well this whole week has
been a break for me. we havent really did anything hard in any of
my classes because well i dont think any teachers want's to start on
anything big because yeah. every class im pretty much just watching
movies or playing cards. and well thats goodtimes. i learned a couple
of new cards games in like the past week soo thats fun. well
tomorrow i think will be kind of a easy day..1st block movie, 2nd block
movie and cards goodtimes, 3rd GOD we are doing work in there because
Mr. Shawartz is being dumb and starting us on a new chapter. GOD and
well 4th block is probably movie and current events those are always
fun! the is weekend is going to be busy. Friday well i dont no for sure
on what i am doing probably hanging out with Car, Chelsea Rose, And
Amber Poma. Goodtimes funny girls right there. Saturday family party
sometimes goodtimes. yeah well sunday i dont no yet. but im leaving
Im out .
||[12 Dec 2004|09:19pm]
My weekend was pretty good.
Friday- Was b.jones party it was fun had a blast a lot of people there.
after went over her house and spent the night. Woke up and you know left
Saturday- You know sat around,
really didnt do anything in the day. Frankie ask me to go to the
Villiage. So i went again Annie and Adam went too. it was goodtimes i
found this jacket of frankie it is by far the coolest thing you can
ever see. I am jealous of myselfs of finding it. Well after Me and
Michelle and Annie went to the hockey game. goodtimes we won. yep. And
michelle spent the night at my house. we had to help my brother with
the papers. god we didnt get done till like 1 something. michelle
and i were tired soo we fell fast to sleep.
Sunday- sat around all day.
did my chores you know, wrote my paper, and did my rest of my homework.
Today was a lazy day for me . I really didnt feel like doing anything.
I was going to go the soccer game tonight but. ah i didnt feel
like geting ready for it. and i felt staying home and writing notes for
my biology test i have tomorrow. I need to do good on that. Because
right now thats the only class i have a bad grade in. C+ i needs to be
an A or ill kill myself . just kiddin. Well tomorrow i have Band after
school. The only thing im looking forward too is wearing my bright
green hat i got at the villiage. amen to that thing.. Well this is are
last week till break. I cant believe christmas is almost here. !!! i am
very excited. I and i just relized that i have to get my gift for my
secret santa like soon! and my that person something too.!
||[11 Dec 2004|12:26pm]
When i finally feel things are
geting better, and I am on top of the hill again. I just end up falling
down that hill. Because with me, nothing ever works out.
I cant stand being like this.
I want things to change. and well it needs to change soon. Im sick of
always being sad. and its soo hard to hide all my feelings. I dont want
to hold on to all these amosions inside of me. I want to be Happy.
Doesnt everyone ?
||[09 Dec 2004|08:45pm]
I dont hate Scott O'Connor!
Anyways today was an ok day. School was the same as every other day.
Boring. After school my mom found my birth thing soo. we went and
got my permit. Boy was it crazy there. But Yes i finally got it! I
drove me and my momma home. I did good. I came home for awhile
then Frankie called like 8 times. and then we went to the
villiage Spencer went too. Wow let me tell you. Went to the Southgate
one. Me and Frankie went crazy we found many things there its not even
funny. I bought 10 shirts, hat, and pin. it was a total of like 7
something. Frankie got like tons of stuff 22.00 dollars worth of stuff.
and Spencer got a hat. He is not a true shopper. anyways i came home
and what not. My dad let me park the car in the drive way. But i went
around the block you know. it goodtimes. Tomorrow im coming to school
3rd block because i dont feel like going to band and biology. So yeah
Britany doing the same thing. shes taking me to school. anyways after
is Britanys Bday party. I am very excited! welp. Im going to watch Life
as we know it!
||[08 Dec 2004|08:20pm]
|| pissed off
Everything going ok i guess. I am kind of piss with life. But you know
it happens. I dont get to go to COSI (scott you better shut up lol)
My momma cant find my birth thing for me to get my permit. so god knows when i will get that.god lol
anyways Amy is going to make my journal all cool! im am soo excited that i just cant hide it!
Top Ten things i hate (making the list short today)
- Crap talkers
- Drinkers under age that think there cool because they are drinking under age but really there just full of crap
- Sloppy Joes
- Rainy cold days
- being alone
- bad dreams
- not having money
- Kid Name Scott O'Connor who like puting in my face that he gets to go to COSI and i dont. God!!!
AND i am out
||[06 Dec 2004|08:32pm]
THINGS I LOVE TO DEATH
- the rents
- holy mary
- cool whip
- home alone 1 and 2 . 3 alright not the best though
- my gal pals
- my men pals
- school of rock
- rock n roll
- zesta crackers
- ashlee simspon
- the donnas
- emo music something to always make fun of
- guys that play guitar and sing
- my family
- The killers
- marching band
- *Life as we Know it* better then that gay crap O.C
- britanyjones momma and daddy
- carpi suns
- bill cosby
- south park
- family guide
- can cheese
- freedom fighters
- fefe dobson
- vintage t's
- the 80s
- my house
- xmas morning
- cheap clothes
- marshall fields
- Napoline Dyemite
- snow boots
- the kids in my biology class that know everything and read
the lord of rings everyday of the week, month,year, and proably till
- hot emo guys
- air bags
- safty belts
- old lady bikes
- when im happy
- when i cant think of anything
- xmas lights
- never been kissed* movie
- now and then
- abc family
- trading spaces
- The Strokes
- My friend Mozilla Firefox
- Goldfish crackers
- rubber teeth
- real world
- the guys that are on *life as we know it* soo hott
- taking emo pictures
- a Dig CAM!
- cell phones
- ice cream
- my life
||[05 Dec 2004|10:15pm]
cant firgure out how to put a backround on my journal. Make it look
cool and what not. Its starting to get me made. If anyone knows how to
do that. Can you leave a comment. And tell me how. Or do it for me.
||[04 Dec 2004|11:05pm]
I really Bored.
Take it back, take it all back now
The things i gave, like the taste of my kiss on your lips,
I miss that now
I can't try any harder than i do
All the reasons i gave, excuses i made for you
Are broken in two
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you
Don't walk away...
Is there a problem with me or something? Because it seems like i can
never stay happy for just a couple of days. I dont no whats wrong with
me. And yeah everything is going just fine. Like i dont even no why i
am upset? Maybe im about to start my period or something. But ive
just been thinking about life, and my future and i get this bad feeling
in my stomach. I cant explain it. But its weird. And once i think about
things i start geting like depress or lonely. I know this is weird. But
i need to let it all out. Ah i hate when this happens. I dont do
anything really all day. Then it gets me thinking more and i start to
worry about stuff. ugh.
I hope this week goes by fast. I dont think i am missing that much of
class like i have been for the pass couple of weeks. And drivers
training is over. So i can get caught up with all my homework and what
not. Tomorrow is sunday and i have to drive again because i didnt get
all my driving done today like the others did. We spent way to much
time working on parking. Then again it was my fault that we didnt get
to practice that last week due to my crash. But i guess all is
fair. My dad took me out driving i did pretty good with him in the car
he taught me how to park better and what not. and we just drove
aroundTaylor. i feel more safe and confortable with him. I guess thats
a good thing.
||[04 Dec 2004|01:05am]
Chris Farley best on SNL
Blue and white game
Black people geting in trouble
ride home with the manders
cuting britts bangs
PONDDUHROSAS *the way i spell it*
Shrimp with legs
mash poeattos *spelling it how i want too*
now probably going to sleep
||[29 Nov 2004|09:20pm]
So the rest of my weekend was
pretty cool/scary. Friday went shopping ALL day yikes and i didnt get
anything..ugh after we went out to eat and the came home and i
called B.jones and i went over there where Lauren And Michelle were
there also and i slept over. The next day Saturday i took home Michelle
and went home took a shower and and went and got my hair cut. its
shorter then i wanted it but i guess its ok after that went to target.
you know i love that place. i can live in it. After came home and got
ready for the hockey game. I guess its was alright we lost which sucks.
but they played a pretty hard school. And i had Megan Marvel spend the
night. we chat online play a couple of games, made some popcorn and
went downstairs and watch a movie. and fell asleep. you know . SUnday
was A BAD DAY! Me and my fellow car memebers almost got killed by my
lack of driving skills. I was driving and well yeah. I knew where i was
going and that was to truman and i knew where i had to turn.. well we
were on beech daly and i was going 40. and Mr Psik was knocking on his
window to let me no to turn right. Stupid me already passed it up but
thought i should make the turn. and well i didnt..what i did do was
went up the curb onto someone grass almost going into the house or the
tree. And the whole time i was panicing and had my foot on the gas. it
was soo scary.. But thats all i rememeber. Everythings fine no one died
and the car is not
dented up. wow that was a pretty scary and embrassing memory i ever
will have *maybe*. The rest of that day i did my homework and
what not. it was pretty good day after what happen. Monday was gay. and
boring. but you know it happens. I have to live with it.
Welp this is a boring entries. I wouldnt read it. its too long.. lol but hey i had to tell the whole world about me almost dying
||[25 Nov 2004|11:18pm]
|| you know
So everything is slowly back
to how it use to be. which i am happy about..and i am slowly geting
happy with how life is going. I realize that there is going to be big
changes in my life.and i have to understand that not everything
always going to stay the same. Sadly that is, you just got to take
things how they are .and find something good about it.
So my rest of the week was fine pretty much was easy in school. and we
only had 3 days of it. And drivers training is almost done! im exicited!
Thanksgiving WAS fun..ate a lot. you know all the family was
over. it was fun times. I will like to say what i am thankful for.
My brothers and sister
South Park geting funnier everytime i watch it on Wed nights
Harry Potter 3 coming out
Emo music. because without emo music what would i make fun of? Rap is just geting boring to me
B.jones momma for always being there for me and looking after to me
My evergreen avenue
direct connect on AIM
the kids that love lord of the rings
student Co. for geting me out of class so much
emo guys on buddy pic
my black girls that cant braide
Pretty and Pink
my pet worm
my emo icon
who the heck are yah on WHST.
my boyfriend that i dont have
my cell phone that i dont pay for
my clothing that i wear
a car that i will be soon being driving in but dont no if i am geting it for sure
and MY LIFE.
So saturday i am going shopping alllll dayyyy its going to be fun my cuzin might come soo it would be fun. i hope they come..
yep its going to be BIG time XMAS shopping you know. welp yep
||[22 Nov 2004|04:00pm]
Another day of hell
at school. god my life sucks right now. I hate saying it
all the time. but it truely does. Everyday i go threw like a
storm of drama and gossip. A Girls everyday life.
Its just seem like
the storm gets worst and worst by every hour. Yeah right now i can say
i am very emo. its not even funny. I havent been doing so well on
school work. I just dont feel like the real me. i just want
everything to go back how it use to be .. when everything was fine. and
when i was happy ..and everyone around me was happy. There likes
this Big black cloud over me and my friends. and it just seems
like its here to stay for awhile. and it wont go away untill we dont
fix this drifting. I truely love all my friends.. but everyone is
changing. and so am i. I miss all you guys. why cant it be like it use
* i fought the battle and i lost*
||[19 Nov 2004|06:37pm]
I took this from B. Snell.. because im bored too..
[x] The shoes you wore today: Spedo sandles
[x] Your eyes: greenish/gray
[x] Your fears: being alone.
[x] Your most overused phrase on aim: oh dang
[x] Your thoughts first waking up: Ahh its already the morning!
[x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes,smile, and hair
[x] Your best physical feature: Nothing.
[x] Your bedtime: whenever i get tired
[x] Your most missed memory: everything. lol
[x] Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
[x] McDonald's or Burger King: Mcdonalds
[x] Single or group dates: single
[x] Adidas or Nike: none
[x] Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
[x] Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
[x] Smoke: Nope
[x] Curse: yeah
[x] Take a shower everyday: yep
[x] Have any crushes?: yeah a couple
[x] Who are they: Im definitely not going to say
[x] Do you think you've been in love? no
[x] Want to go to college: yep
[x] Like high school: sometimes
[x] Want to get married: Uh Huh
[x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: No
[x] Believe in yourself: try but never works out
[x] Get motion sickness: now and then i do
[x] Think you're a health freak: lol no
[x] Get along with your parents: sometimes
[x] Like thunderstorms: heck no
------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID / HAVE YOU--------------
[x] Gone to the mall: yeah
[x] Eaten sushi: no
[x] Been on stage: yes
[x] Been dumped: no
[x] Gone skating: nope
[x] Made homemade cookies: no
[x] Dyed your hair: no
[x] Stolen anything: no
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
[x] Flown on a plane: never
[x] Missed school because it was raining?: no, but wow i should try that ..
[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: yep
[x] Cried during a Movie?: Many times
[x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: Yes lol
[x] Had an imaginary friend: i dont think soo.. probably when i was little
[x] Cut your hair: well my bangs
[x] Had crush on a teacher?: lol.. Ro Ro !
[x] Been caught "doing something": hmm..
[x] Been called a tease: nope
[x] Gotten beaten up?: nope
[x] Been in a fight: no
[x] Shoplifted: no
[x] Age you hope to be married: 26 or 27
[x] Numbers of Children: 3 or less
[x] Descibe your Dream Wedding: Wow it would take to long
[x] How do you want to die?: without me feeling any pain..so probably like in my sleep i dont no
what do you want to be when you grow up?: i have many ideas. but
i am still thinking it over if thats what i really want to be
soo..nothing right now.
[x] What country would you most like to visit?: England, Paris, and Rome
[x] Best eye color: green, or hazel
[x] Best hair color: brown
[x] Short or long hair: long
[x] Best height: taller then me..which will be easy
[x] Best weight: dont care
[x] Best first date location: anywhere. as long as its fun.
[x] Best first kiss location: I think outside. when its snowing
[x] Number of Boyfriends/Girlfriends: as of right now? None. But in the past a couple.
[x] Number of drugs taken illegally: zip
[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: 3
[x] Number of CDs that I own: alot
[x] Number of scars on my body: 2328394 i fall a lot ...what can i say
[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: i say..you learn from your mistakes..soo nothing.
[x] Shampoo: Pantee Pro-V
[x] Fav Color(s): Pink and yellow
[x] Day/Night: night
[x] Summer/Winter: summer
[x] Lace or Satin: satin
[x] Fave Cartoon: South Park or Family guide
[x] Fave Food: Chicken or Pizza
[x] Fave Movies: School of Rock or Now and Then or Never Been Kissed or..lol just kidding
[x] Fave sport: Tennis
Right Now Wearing: AE jeans , socks, heart belt, and my villiage T that
says *someone who loves me very much went to Treasure Island Las Vegas
and got me this t-shirt*
[x] Drinking: Kool-Aid goodtimes
[x] Thinking about: sadies...without a date :(
[x] Listening to: The donnas new CD
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
[x] Cried: yes
[x] Worn jeans: yes
[x] Met someone new online: no
[x] Done laundry: no
[x] Drove a car: no
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
[x] Yourself: Not all the time
[x] Your friends: yeah some of them lol
[x] Santa Claus: YES!
[x] Tooth Fairy: yeah
[x] Destiny/Fate: use too..but fate hasnt happen to me. and i dont think it is any time soon.:(
[x] Angels: yea
[x] Ghosts: hmm i dont no
[x] UFO's: no
[x] God: yes
------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: yeah like..Mozilla
[x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: no
[x] Do you like anyone?: yea
[x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: Uh. Britany Jones Or Megan Marvel
[x] Are you close to any family member?: My brother Kyle
[x] What's the best feeling in the world?: people say love..but i havent been in love yet soo i dontno
[x] Worst Feeling?: being upset with life. you know emo
[x] What time is it now?: 7:02 pm
Bored as Heck. grrr i hate life lol
||[17 Nov 2004|03:05pm]
I need to update this mess.
Ok Life. Not so good. My grades have been slipping and soo have
everything else. Things have been going bad. And i hate life. lol
Well that weekend was pretty goodtimes. I ment a lot of new people and
what not. And got to know people better too. I had a lot of
Fun. On sUnday i had to drive. and i got yelled at like 232435783
times.. because i suck at life. But Tuesday we went on the Highway! I
did pretty darn good job. i was proud of myself. i am amazing plus 2.
After we had drivers training and that boring. are group always gets in
trouble because we talk. its mostly scott and anthony. geez.
*Today* was gay and i hated every minute of it.
Im out of here.
||[09 Nov 2004|09:35pm]
I drive tomorrow. At 4..soo no one be on the road..It wont be safe. just warning everyone.
So Monday and Tuesday were some stupid annoying days.. Had band Today
it was dumb and drivers training it was better then yesterday soo yeah.
But this weekend i am very very very very excited soo heck yes! I am
going to store camp. and its going to be cold raining/snowy but fun!
Im out of here.
||[07 Nov 2004|06:01pm]
Ok so. the weekend
The weekend went pretty good i think. Friday was the football
game we lost..its sad. But it happens. I ment this really hot guy
his name was James Moore we was awesome. After the game couple of
us went to wendys. goodtimes
Saturday. I shop till i drop. I got a new purse and shirt and a
jacket! goodtimes And Went out to eat with My Aunt Tami My cuzin Ashley
my gMa and Kyle, Kelli, And my momma.! goodtimes
Sunday. Didnt do anything but clean..and such
So Monday is my first day of drivers training i am sooo scared but at
the same time excited. The good thing is that I am not alone in this. I
have a lot of people doing it the same time as me.
I am OUT of HERE
||[04 Nov 2004|07:55pm]
So Today was a pretty
interesting i think. Um. Well..School suck but. like always. Its weird
everyday i go to school. By the end of the day..Im like all sad and
depress really EMO. I hate life. well as of right now i do...Well back
on school. So lst block was boring Mr. RO-Ro is soo hot though
and we had sectionals for like everyone today besides the drums.. i
mean kids were complaining that we didnt get so much down ,
like only 22 measures...But i told them it didnt matter because in them
22 measures we sound a lot better and thats all that matters. Stupid
Freshman they dont no anything about Band and Hot Mr. Romero. gez.
Anyways .. 2nd Block was poopy she gave us soo much homework and
i had to draw a cell for homework and i was very upset about that. 3rd
Block was boring. watch a movie.. very upseting and sad.. but at the
same time i dont get it AT ALL.. i keep hoping like every 20 min i was
going to get what was going on...but by the 2 hours in movie and still
had no idea what the heck was going on.. i just stop trying and went to
sleep. 4ht block we had to write of things .lol thats about
it. OK after school had Band!!! It was rainy , cold, rainy,
muddy,and rainy, and cold. yeah but it was still fun. I love
band. well sometimes.. sometimes it gets out of hand i dont like it at
all but. you know it happens sometimes. welp we have some awesome new
horn movements that we learn today and we will be showing them
off tomorrow at the game.! you people better watch because its going to
look awesome you know.! After band came home watch oprah with my
family lol..it was a good one ...love that lady..she my hero! And then
went right to my homework. you know got to keep the grades up and
Im Out of here
||[03 Nov 2004|08:34pm]
|| You KNow
So Tuesday Was a GREAT DAY!
well no. What it was.. was very boring. didnt really do much of
anything.. I had homework you know, thats about it.
Wed. what a day. didnt do anything. But went to school. came home party
around the house in my undies and then went to my tennis PArty
..soo Great Wed. was full of partys for me. you know.
Maybe some more partying around my house in my undies!
I am Out
||[01 Nov 2004|08:00pm]
So The weekEND was good/gay..
Friday was the game. Pretty exciting! Are football team is doing
awesome! And we won! After the game me and some of my friends
went to pizza hut! fun! and then slept over Megans house.
Saturday. Saturday was good pretty much the whole day. I went haunted
housing with Lauren and Carly it was pretty fun. We went to a
haunted hay ride which was dumb and a haunted house. which was
pretty good ... I mean it scared me. After we went to Kellys
party and by the time we got there. There was gay people doing stupid
stuff.. Thinking there were awesome.! And the party was over.
Seriously kids dont think at all..And there soo retarted.. People
trying to do stuff to just "fit in" or be to "cool". I dont need
to do stupid stuff to be either of that crap. If people told me to do
such a thing i swear i tell them to go F themselfs and die before i
ever do that. I hate partys with retarted people.
Sunday! Sunday was a good day. HALLOWEEN!
that was soo much fun! i Had Leslie, Michelle, Scott, Britany, and
Roger come over. And we all went trick or treaten it was goodtimes.. I
had fun! I was Scott O' Connor! I looked just like him. I
had a big Fro and everything else. It was goodtimes. After we got tired
soo we all went back over my house and traded candy and what not. it
was fun then we looked at gay pictures of me..yeah that was funny
i guess. Then everyone went home and I watch my favorite shows
with my family and did my homework. that i had a lot of.! then took a
shower and went to sleep. Good way to end my weekend i think.
Monday. Monday was ok. I mean i was really tired for some reason and
cold when i woke up. I hate whent that happens because when it gets
cold it makes me hate the world and want to die.. So i always dress
scruby on those days. Yeah so the day was pretty good. Besides 1st
block because band was boring and annoying so it was gay. But my
rest of my hours were good. and i finish all my homework in my
classes.. And i got a B on my history test which i am very happy about.
so yeah i have band tomorrow which sucks. but o well.